The weather has been really really hot nowadays. It kept giving me headaches and dizzy spells. Sighz, and in three days time is the beginning of the two long weeks of non-stop examinations, day after day. Great.
Ouch. My leg and stomach muscles hurt today. Reason: 2.4km run which took place yesterday. You know, I think I have to say goodbye to my Gold award which I had so painstakingly maintained since Pri 5. *sobs* I very bu fu qi lehz! Hmph! All because of my sit-and-reach and standing broad jump!
Anyway, Happy Birthday to Xiang Le and Li Shean! There was a celebration in the canteen today. Hahaz... Many CO people turned up... er... well... it was a CO event anyway. Ate two pieces of cake, before rushing for assembly.
I want the scores for Marriage D'Amour and Endless Love! Looks like I'd have to make a trip to Esplanade Library some time after the exams... Maybe during the June Holidays ba. If I have the time to.
Yay! I got into the work attachment! Interview successful! I was so worried that I wouldn't get in. A sigh of relief... Hopefully it wouldn't interfere much with CO practices... later conductor scold... There's a CO Camp during the June Holidays. For once, it was 2 days and 1 night. I don't really mind anyway. Without friends, I didn't enjoy the camp at all... especially not the camp last year... so lonely... Hopefully there's Confidence Walk! That's probably the only thing I'm looking forward to! There was only one Confidence Walk we had before and that was during CO celebration which was in conjuction to the Band's celebration as well.
I'll never forget the Confidence Walk that night. I remembered clearly that our first scare was from the Band people, when we walked past the band room in darkness. Out of nowhere, 3 guys in black scared the hell out of us and disappeared into the Band room. It was a little chaotic as we were all tied together at the wrists. My voice grew hoarse from all the screamings that night.
Alright, I'd better go eat dinner, I'm hungry. Cyaz
Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old time is still a-flying:
And this same flower that smiles today
Tomorrow will be dying.
Oh man, I feel so awful today. I had this terrible headache during lessons and it just won't go away. I made myself do A-Math... and it seems that when you're busy with something, time passes faster. During E-Math, I was still making myself do math questions, but a couple of times, I just couldn't take it anymore and rested my head on the table while writing. Then made myself go BK with Shi Yun, Si Hui and Karen to do homework, coz I know if I go home, I will sleep. I knew I had to get my homework done, so there. In BK, my eyes feel like closing... my head feels heavy... Finally, left BK at 5.30pm. On bus 19, my head hurts even more and I felt like puking. Bleah... Then I rememebered I had a book in my bag that I'm anxious to finish reading coz it's such a good book, so I took it out to read. BAD decision. Before long, the words on the book started to swarm and spin and I started seeing double of everything. I shut the book and closed my eyes. The pain in my head increased. I felt so damn awful. Imagine have this splitting headache and nausea at the same time. Gee... and the bumpy roads are so worsening my condition.
Reached home, dumped my bag down and flopped down onto the sofa. Then got my sis off the com to see his blog. A new entry. Read through that and wanted to update my blog as well, but the com was so slooow... crawling slooow... I got fed-up and shut the com down. Went to the kitchen, opened the freezer and grabbed an icepack. Then I took my Biology worksheets and pencil box and went upstairs. Flopped down onto my parents' waterbed and put the icepack on my head. Picked up the phone and called him to ask him about the bio ws. Man, his brain is so unbelievable. I can't believe I didn't think of it.
Actually, I really do miss him a lot... And I mean a lot... He was like my best friend, my confidant, my love, my mentor and many other things. And now suddenly, he's nothing more than a normal friend. I miss the old times where we would chat and have friendly, teasing arguments about whether Band or CO was better... or whether his euphonium or my gaohu was nicer... haha... Miss those times when in class, he would turn back and give me a smile... the smile that made my day... Things have changed now... drastically... But everything changes with time... and we have to adjust ourselves to those changes... and accept them... no matter how hard it is... One can't just remain depressed and brooding all the time... I'll never forget him... hopefully... one day... in the future... we could be together again... :)
Alright! Now, to study! Gee... exams... exams... exams... they sure do drive people nuts. For example: me! Arghhhhh... teachers haven't even finish teaching the syllabus for goodness sake! And they expect us to cram all that new knowledge AND revise in just these few days before the end of this week. Hey, we're only humans! H-U-M-A-N-S! Oh wow, I just realised how long this entry is. Right, I better stop now and start studying le! So cyaz~!
Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.
- Psalms 119:105
Yes! The introduction, prolouge and Chapter 1 of Autumn of Faith is done! I think I'll pretty much give up on "A Struggle for Love" and "Broken". I couldn't really get past the first chapter. It's a pity though, chapter 1 for A Struggle for Love was pretty good. Maybe I could blend it into Autumn of Faith, speaking of which, I actually wrote the prolouge, introduction and completed Chapter 1 in school today. The Autumn of the Leaf, written by Tallie, was good. Her vocab rocks man.
Today, during E-Math period, Emily, Tallie and I weren't paying any attention to Miss Leong, instead, we were discussing about the story plot of The Autumn of the Leaf and a little about Autumn of Faith. Yeah, anyway, I wasn't really feeling that well. My head was spinning and if I were to look at any more numbers, my head would spin even more. Once the bell rang, I dumped my pencil box and handbook into my bag and I left the classroom a minute after the teacher did. I just wanna get out of this place and go home. I feel so damn sick and awful. Gee, the bus journey was bumpy, as usual, and sitting at the back doesn't help improve my situation at all. I just leaned back and close my eyes...
If taking vitamins doesn't keep you healthy enough, try more laughter: The most wasted of all days is that on which one has not laughed.
--Nicolas-Sebastien Chamfort
I think I'm getting more and more angsty nowadays. I've even written an angst story! It's titled "Autumn of Faith". No, it's not completed yet, I've just started. It's about this girl, whose mother passed away and her father became abusive towards her. He drinks, he beats her up and he detests her. Her elder brother also followed in his father's footsteps and detested his sister. There was no love, no warmth in this dysfunctional family, which eventually drove the girl to attempt suicide. Of course, the story doesn't just end here. A guy about her age, saved her from her attempted suicide and they became friends. I'm not sure if this story would lead to romance... I'm still thinking about it, but I don't exactly feel like writing romance nowadays... so maybe not... but it seems to be the like the perfect ending to this story. Or maybe not.
Anyway, exams are just like a week away and I haven't done my revision. I have no mood to study and the amazing thing is that I'm not worried. That is scary. That thought that I haven't revised and am not worried scares me. I just wanna get the exams over with. My parents keep on like pressurizing me to study. I play piano or use computer, they'll start nagging me to do homework or revise. Well, a person can't study for 24/7 u know... Anyway, gotta force myself to revise le... whether I like it or not... Well, the main focus is of course math... and maybe physics. I wouldn't mind revising for English or Literature or Biology... but the mere thought of revising math so turns me off. Alright, I better stop here for today, I gotta go do my Physics homework. And my mum still won't get off my back about THE issue...
We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.
--David Weatherford
I think I am too bored. Haha... 2 entry for today then! Maybe even three, after my oral. Haha... Just now I visited Fanfic.net. Usually, straightaway, in the Genre, I would click on 'Romance', but today... I clicked on 'Angst' and 'Tragedy'. I think I'm gonna isolate myself from romance stories for a while... I suddenly wanna read angst a lot... It just suits my mood I guess... Romance would just make me hurt even more... So on with the angst!
These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase...
- Evanescence, My Immortal
Haiz... can't believe it. My mum took my handphone while I was asleep and read all his messages. Not only that, she sent all of it over to HER own handphone. Then woke me up at 7.30am in the morning just to give me another lecture on relationships. Great, I'm suppose to wake up much later... I need my sleep... coz I've got my Oral Exam later on... Early in the morning I'm already so upset liaoz... After she left my room with my handphone, I couldn't sleep. Yeah, well, it's just me. Usually once I wake up, I cannot sleep le... Sianz...
Feeling so upset everyday... But in school, I can maintain my facade... maintain my cheerfulness... my smiles... A smile... that's so powerful that with it, no one will ever know what you're thinking... But once I reach home, that facade falls apart... and I start crying... Last time, I still had him to confide all my problems in... Now... I've only got my diary and blog left... And if I dun write out my feelings... I think I would explode one day... In school... concentrate on lessons... and work doubly hard to keep my mind of things...
Anyway, gotta be in school by 11.15am today for my Chinese Oral Exam... Wish me luck... I hope I dun stutter or anything... In the meantime, I should go find some breakfast... I'm hungry...
Because I could not stop for Death
He kindly stopped for me
The carriage held but just ourselves
And Immortality
Today had our English and Chinese Paper 1. Surprisingly, I actually chose to do an argumentative essay. Well, there wasn't much of a choice anyway, I really didn't know what to write for the rest of the options. The topic was "Advertising exerts too great an influence on our daily lives. Do you agree with this statement?". It wasn't too bad, at first, I didn't know what to write, but slowly, ideas began to flow and I jotted them down at the top of the question paper. Section B took me by surprise. We had to write down instructions. At first, I gaped at the question. Then I decided that gaping at it won't help at all, so I picked up my pen and began writing.
The Chinese paper was harder. I looked at the 3 options given and again, I didn't know which one to write on. Finally, I decided to do this one "Do you think it's a good thing to make friends in a chat room?" Yeah... and finally Mr Tan said "Pens down". I gave a sigh of relief, 2 papers over. Let me list down all the exams I have to take for Mid-Years.
- English Paper 1
- Chinese Paper 1
- Chinese Oral Exam
- English Paper 2
- Chinese Paper 2
- Social Studies
- Additional Mathematics
- Biology
- Chinese Paper 3
- E-Math Paper 2
- Chemistry
- Literature
- E-Math Paper 1
- Physics
Long list eh? Imagine, 2 weeks of exams non-stop, day after day. But after that would be like... PHEW... Then got Sec 3 camp, yeah, at Malaysia, Pahang. Adventure camp. Alright, gtg for dinner le. Bye.
Hope is the thing with feathers- that perches in the soul...
-Emily Dickinson
Alright, so 20th April 2004 was one of the worst day of my life. We broke coz my mum found out. Cried the whole night and the following day as well. Alright, shall not think so much about it and put all my effort into studying for my mid-years. Anyway, just popped in to say that I will not be blogging often until after my mid-years. Well, maybe a week after my mid-years, coz there's the sec 3 camp. Yeah. Alright, I gotta go study. Tomorrow I've got 2 exams. Bye. Cya.
What another depressing day, which mainly revolves around two reasons, one is my chemistry test, the more important one is about him and I. Less than 2 hours ago, we had yet another quarrel. And exactly how many quarrels we've had this year? I can tell you, I've lost count. I mean it. I really hate quarreling with him and I'm sick and tired of it. I guess it mainly lies with me and my big attitude problem. I've got to get rid of that stubborn streak in me, if not it's so hard for me to change. It's so hard... Maybe having a relationship now is really wrong. I've had enough on my hands to deal with studies and now this... Haiz... so depressing... Happy times seem to rare now... And I always have to put up this facade in front of my friends. This fake happy front with a fake smile plastered on my face... Feeling so down now... Alright, I've got to go and study for my A-math and Biology test tomorrow...
If only life was easy... If only love didn't have to hurt... If only I could do things once more... But if life was easy, then it isn't life... If love didn't hurt, then it isn't love... If I could do things once more, then there wouldn't be cherish.
The truth of the above phrases struck me hard. Love isn't love without sacrifices and commitment. Love isn't love without mutual trust and respect. And love isn't love without mutual care and concern...
Ahhh, I did so badly for my Physics test! I barely passed. Had our medical checkup today, which took up so much time that we missed social studies and half of E-math lessons. Most of the time was spent waiting outside the needlework room. Si Hui, Shi Yun and I decided to just sit down on the floor and talk while waiting for our turns. Finally... after a long wait, coz the boys were called in first. It was the usual stuff, they make you take off your glasses, cover one eye and read the alphabets... I suspect my degree has increased a lot, coz my right eye without glasses couldn't even decipher the third row of alphabets. After this, you go over to the nurse who made me take off my shirt to do the forward bending test. I don't have a straight spine, and that's not a nice thought. Then she made me take my height and weight and... Either the nurse measure wrongly or I've shrunk. I've gained one kg... from 34kg to 35kg. Great. I believe I'm getting progressively fat. That's not a nice thought either.
Today, I also went for my work attachment interview. It's a group interview of 3 ppl. My group is the first group and it consists of Kenneth, Daniel and I. At first, I wasn't feeling the slightest bit of nervousness, till I was in the room for interview.The tension was so thick that I got nervous myself. We had to introduce ourselves and then we were asked questions such as our achievements, our role played in our CCA and so on. And we also clarified whatever doubts we have with them. The interview was over in about 20 minutes. The results would be out next week. I'm surprised I'm the only one who put Society for the Physically Disabled for my first choice. I hope I can get it, coz I really wish to help those disabled people. I feel happy to be able to help people and I love helping people. I didn't mind a single bit even though Mr Oh told me that I wouldn't get any allowance but only CIP hours. I don't care about those, I just wanna help them and share my joys with them. To talk to them, and interact with them. Maybe for those young kids, I can read stories to them and play with them. I feel so excited just thinking about all these.
Kindness in words creates confidence, kindness in thinking creates profoundness, kindness in feeling creates love...
Hiya, haven't updated for quite some time. Been quite busy with events of the past few days. Had our Sports' Meet on Thursday. Didn't see much old friends. Only saw Chen Pei, exchanged handphone numbers. Saw Jacklyn's backview but before I could make my way over to talk to her, I lost her in the crowd. The sports' meet was kinda boring, but Adriel was good. Really good. However, everyone got nicely barbequed by scorching Mr Sun up there. When I got home, I realised I looked like a charcoal. After my bath, settled down on the sofa and read "Dream A Little Dream". It's a good book. Really nice. Then Uncle Richard came, his first words were "Wah, lobster!" I gave him a 'dots' look. It's not a nice thing to get sunburn. My face, arms and knees hurt. Ouch.
Friday was Speech Day. Had our usual lessons and got dismissed at 11.35pm. Got our social studies test back. Obtained 11/13. Okay lah, acceptable grade. Dumped my bag and costume in the Art Room and left for lunch at 7-eleven with Xin Yi and Shi Yun. Way behind was Dan and two other guys, Benjamin and Nelson? I think so. Had instant noodles for lunch, shared a cup of Slurpee with Shi Yun and got a bar of chocolate in case I got hungry later. Heh. The three of us ate while walking back to school so as to be in time for the meeting. There was 2 separate meeting involving the committee members and sectional leaders. Great, I'm in both, so... split myself into two? Nah, I attended the SL meeting. About the usual stuff: Problems faced in our sections. After the meeting, I met Dan in 2/6. He brought his eupho, and me, my gaohu. So practised and talked until about 2pm, coz I had to leave for the short practice in the hall. After that, we returned to the Art Room, distributed the scarfs the girls had to wear and left for the toilet to change. Then had er... 'dinner' in the Art Room, which soon smelled of chicken. Haha. Then Ma Lao Shi came in and started to talk to us about our attitude and so on. Which I agree with. With that kind of attitude, getting Gold for SYF is really out of the question. Then a guy came in and told us we had to leave for the hall in 15 minutes time. So we all checked our instruments and stuff. Dunno why, my gaohu kept going out of tune. I've tuned it three times already so far. Someone must have accidentally kicked the tuning knob, coz I placed my gaohu on the floor. When we entered the hall quietly, the prize presentation was still going on, but ending soon. Sat there for quite some time, kinda bored, but we aren't allowed to talk. Then the performance started. I like the Band's performance. It was nice. Soon, it was our turn. And shoot, I played a wrong note. So embarrassing, I was sitting at the edge. Then after everything, we had to do the Temasek cheer. So cool, we were all stamping with our high-heel shoes. The poor floor. I heard the Band playing for reception. Ahhh, Canon in D! I heard Tarzan as well. So nice... Then I about to leave the canteen to go back Art Room when the Band finished playing and went to the canteen. I heard a loud "Lirin!" Turned my head and saw Aiysha running towards me with open arms. I ran towards her and we hugged then started jumping while still hugging. Haha. It must have been a weird sight: a girl from Band and a girl from CO hugging. Haha, but that's just us. We've been best friends since 10 years old. Then talked to Dan for a while before I returned back to the Art Room. Then Dan and I went home together. It was a tiring but fun day. This sounds like the usual ending for a primary school essay. Haha...
Lack of will power has caused more failure than lack of intelligence or ability.
I'm so tired. What a hectic day I've had today! With 5 tests; Biology, Chemistry, Physics, English and A-Math tests! Then gotta go eat dinner before rushing for CO night practice! I feel that I didn't do very well for chemistry... the rest were rather okay. Phew, it's all over, but there's still yet another A-Math test next week on Remainder and Factor Theorem. Bleah...
CO night practice was okay today. Rather enjoyable? Haha... Practised Lian Zhou 5 and Matsuri. My arm hurts now... and my voice is hoarse. Conductor say we shout too softly... so we shouted really loud today. Heh... The Speech Day performance got the musical segment, involving dance, choir and band. Sianz, CO like left out liddat... Kinda unfair... Nvm, hmph, can concentrate on SYF songs then. Hmph...
We can't discover the oceans unless we have the courage to lose sight of the land.
I'm tired. Mr Tan, our new social studies teacher is so kind! Because of time contraint, he only gave us one question for our test today. After social studies, I had this killer headache that won't seem to go away. I couldn't concentrate during E-math lesson at all, which was the last 2 periods after social studies. Miss Leong was teaching a new topic, Congruency. My eyes were just glazed over, while I stared at the clock, counting down.
It's a boring day and the heat from the sun is almost unbearable. That's probably the cause of my headache, coz it lessened when I was in the air-conditioned bus. Haiz... also nth much to write about today... K lah, go le...
These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.
- My Immortal, Evanescence
I feel like killing the computer. While typing in this blog, almost completed, a message suddenly popped up saying that an error has occured and this program has to be ended and blah blah blah. Right, so here I am, re-writing everything from scratch again. Hopefully I can remember everything.
I feel so pai seh today. Guess I was too into the songs and I overmoved? Is there such a word? Haha. Alright val, control. Don't move too much until it seems so exaggerated. Alright, so ammendments for the next Speech Day Rehersal then. My high-heel shoes gave me two 'nice' blisters today. Ouch. And is it just me, or is the hall exceptionally cold today? My senior was complaining abt how hot she was and then I said "I'm cold." Despite the long-sleeved shirt I was wearing.
After the rehersal, I had lunch in school with my junior, Lynn and the assistant sectional leader, Xin Yi. Lynn kept calling me Vava today. Dots. Then while on my way to dispose off my paper plate, someone tapped my shoulder from behind. Or was it hit? Startled, I whipped around. It was him. Then we sat down and started chatting, until I had to leave for the afternoon combined practice.
Today, we were gonna practise Chang Cheng Shui Xiang. It's a new song, which means that conductor would probably concentrate more on the different sections at different times. I'm feeling so sleepy, that I was slumped in my chair, hugging my gaohu with my eyes half closed or fully closed at times. After some time, conductor suddenly said " Valerie is going to fall asleep..." My eyes snapped open. Some people started laughing, including me. Haha. Zheng Lao Shi like to joke at times. Haha. Alright, I'm really tired and not to mention, hungry too. Okay, I better get going.
All you have to do is smile, and no one ever knows what you're thinking.
I'm feeling kinda crappy now. I dunno... Just, feel so... depressed? Yeah, down in the dumps. Tomorrow's Speech Day rehersal and Xue Fang shocked all of us by saying that it's a full dress rehersal. That means I'll have to bring that white long-sleeved shirt, black pants and high-heel shoes to school tomorrow. Oh yeah, and plasters too. I've had enough experience to know what high-heel shoes can do to your feet. Ouch. We're playing Matsuri and Lian Zhou Wu... Just hope my arm won't just decide to cramp up or sth. After that stupid Napfa test on Thur, my stomach hurts, from all those sit-ups. Ouch... Result of not exercising for too long? Hah... Not to mention, my arms hurt as well, for whatever reason, I have no idea. My shoulders hurt too. Oh, nvm, everywhere hurts. Am I grateful that there aren't any tremolos (did I spell it right?) in Matsuri and Lian Zhou Wu, or my arm would have... dropped off?
The 2 hours of math tuition I had today almost put me to sleep. Before that, I was rather awake, flipping through my Biology textbook, highlighting some important points to take note for the upcoming test. Then when my tuition teacher arrived, math tuition began and my eyelids started drooping. I don't know why, but it happens almost all the time. Maybe cause I simply have no interest and it's well, boring. Yeah, give me an english book anytime.
Mid-year exams are approaching... Time is flying... Can't believe we're gonna have 2 whole weeks of exams, non-stop, consecutively one after another, day after day. Sometimes even having 2 papers a day. Oh, the horror...
Life is just like a roller coaster ride with its ups and downs.
Today's CO combined practice was actually held in 3/6 classroom. What a tight squeeze. And it was so damn hot inside. And you know, bowed-string instruments like gaohu, erhu and zhonghu... when you squeeze instruments of this kind together... the result is that you'd get "ouch" here and there cause we'll just end up poking each other with our bows. Like my senior, Yiting and I today... We were playing Lian Zhou 5, such an energetic song. I was so into it that my bow hit her leg. Then suddenly her bow hit my hand. And we were all constantly saying "sorry" and "ouch" and giving each other apologetic looks.
While having dinner at my grandma house today, I actually dug out my Pri 6 diary. Laughing at all those silly stuff I wrote when I was a few years younger and not to mention my ugly handwritting. Sheesh. At least it's gotten better now. Reading through my diary is really like a walk down memory lane. I do miss 6K [2001], all the fond memories... All the umbrella fights... Mergers' Meeting... Cambridge english courses... Mr Ang... and of course, who could ever forget Century Roxy Park Hotel! Wonder when we're gonna have another class gathering again?
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.
I'm in an extremely bad mood now. A dangerous mood usually with invisible warning signs around me that says "Don't piss me off or you'll be dead". Well, actually, in this kind of mood, the slightest thing can piss me off. Just now, I was concentrating hard on what to write for my English homework when my dad's super loud sneeze penetrated the silence of the room and also disrupted my train of thoughts. That seriously got on my nerve. But of course, I didn't do anything. Just continue to sit in front of the com and brainstorm for ideas for my homework.
Tomorrow I'm going back to school. I didn't attend school today. The doctor gave me a medical certificate. I missed my Physics test. I hope I don't get a fever tonight again. Anyway, I should get back to my homework and stop being mad.
I'm down with a fever and my sore throat seems to be getting worse, despite the bottles of water I've been drinking. I didn't go for CO today, I'm really not up to it. I feel really sick and lifeless. But I do feel kinda bad about it, they're practising the Speech Day songs today, Lian Zhou 5 and Matsuri. Although I've practised this 2 songs really thoroughly already, you still have to coordinate with the full orchestra.
The Erhu Trilogy was okay. One guy played Er Quan Ying Yue on a Zhong Hu and that was really nice. Loads of duets and a couple of solos here and there. The piano duets were nice though. Well, they all play good. Twice was all the strings instrument playing together. That was quite nice too. But I just felt so tired and sleepy throughout the concert. I knew I was having a fever even before I left the house. But I managed to endure through. He didn't know I had a fever during the concert. He was so cold... =( Haiz, nvm... Though I did tell him after the concert on the mrt...
I have tuition today and tomorrow. I don't feel up to it. Should I cancel it?
If only life was easier... If only love didn't have to hurt... If only I could do things once again... But if life isn't easy, then it isn't life... If love doesn't hurt, then it isn't love... If I could do things once again, then there wouldn't be cherish...
I've got an awful sore throat. It hurts. Ouch. Today is pretty much an average normal day. Ms Raja finished the entire Chapter 5 of "I'm the King of the Castle" in two periods today, while I was trying my best to cram notes into the limited space at the side of the page. I'm starting to think that this book isn't that bad after all. Though it's really morbid, but hey, I'm gonna be studying this book for 2 years, why not learn to like it? After all, Susan Hill writes really well. I like her writing style. I realised that Mr KC Tan forgot to announce the winner of the Summary writing competition. Haha...
Yeah, it's April Fools' Day today, but it seems to be an extremely boring one with no one playing tricks. I did though, tricked my friend and succeeded! Haha... Though I got kinda bashed up afterwards... haha...
I'm gonna attend The Erhu Trilogy concert tml. I'm quite excited. I haven't watched a concert for so long le. Maybe they'll even have Gaohu there! Haha, I'm nuts. And most of all, I'm going to watch with him =)
So sianz... listening to music now... Ross Roy sounds really nice... Alright, I better go, I'm getting progressively sleepy.
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